Last week I listened to the Audible book The Heavenly Man. It’s a book about Brother Yun, a Chinese believer who suffered greatly for the cause of Christ. I’ve mentioned the book and Brother Yun in the past. He was imprisoned several times and tortured too many times to count. I read the book last year and it touched my heart more than I could ever say. Listening to it is also had an impact on me. Perhaps one of the things that convicted me the most is Brother Yun’s love for the Word of God. When he was first born again he prayed and fasted for days for a Bible. The Lord provided one for him in a very miraculous way. I highly encourage you to get the book. It’s worth the time and money. Brother Yun read his Bible day and night. He memorized chapters and eventually several entire books of the Bible. During his imprisonment the Word rose up within him when he didn’t have a Bible. As an answer to prayer God even used a prison official to provide him with a Bible. We don’t memorize scriptures because the Word is so readily available to us. I don’t even know how many Bible’s I have. I have them on my tablet, computer and phone. I even have an app that will read the Bible to me. That’s not counting physical Bibles. We have so many of them yet there are those all around the world that would give all of their possessions for one page from the Word. I’ve had times in my life when I was so hungry for the Word that I slept with my Bible. I held it as close as I possibly could all night for quite a while. I’ve had seasons of intense study and reading of the Word. I love those times when hours lapse without realizing it. The time of Christ’s return is SO close. Preacher’s have been saying that for a very long time. The temptation is to ignore that statement or say “I know, I know”. It is the absolute truth though. All you have to do is turn on the evening news for a few minutes to realize how close we are. Deceptions abound in the Body of Christ. The answer to deception is truth. If we don’t know the truth then we are vulnerable to deception. Brother Yun was able to withstand heinous torture because of his love for God and the Word. He knew the truth and nothing could make him deny it. He couldn’t be deceived into denying his relationship with Christ or the Word. I cannot encourage you enough to watch the video I posted. It will take less than one minute. It’s a group of Chinese believers seeing Bibles for the first time. I cry each time I watch it. I’m convicted each time I watch it. I recently received 4 tickets to a Mark Schultz concert. Friday night I took my nieces to their first concert and my sister went with us. My six year old niece sat next to me. She was unimpressed with the concert; we had great seats too. I guess six is a little too young to appreciate a concert. She was pretending to paint my fingernails and whispered in my ear that she wants to be a missionary to China. Then she proclaimed her extreme boredom and collapsed back in the seat. In January she gave her heart to Christ and immediately tried to get her little brother to do the same. She’s already trying to evangelize! She said wants everyone to go to Heaven and not hell. Even at six years old she realizes that not everyone is as blessed as we are to have the Word. I’m thankful she’s receiving such a solid foundation at home and the school they attend. Please watch the video and you’ll find yourself wanting to kiss your Bible too.
Dare to Believe
If you’ve ever had an abortion or you know someone who has; this is for you. On my way home from work yesterday I was still thinking about the over 55 million babies aborted in the last 40 years. For each baby aborted there was a mother and a father. My heart broke for those who truly repented from their abortion yet still live with excruciating shame, pain and regret. I’ve never had an abortion. I can’t pretend to know what it would be like to come to the realization of what you’ve done. I do know my Heavenly Father though. I know how He longs to wrap you in His arms and heal you. It may seem like you committed the unpardonable sin and God could never forgive you. If you’ve repented it’s under the blood of Jesus. God’s not waiting to beat you over the head. He’s not trying to punish you. He loves you with an everlasting love. You may feel trapped in the ruins of shame and regret but God promises you in Jeremiah 31:3,4 The Lord appeared from of old to me [Israel], saying, Yes, I have loved you with an everlasting love; therefore with loving-kindness have I drawn you and continued My faithfulness to you. Again I will build you and you will be built, O Virgin Israel! You will again be adorned with your timbrels [small one-headed drums] and go forth in the dancing [chorus] of those who make merry. It’s the promise of His Word, not mine. Regardless of the broken and devastated condition you may feel like you’re in; God loves you with an everlasting love. He promised to continue His faithfulness to you. Does that sound like a God who is determined to punish you? No! He promised to rebuild you. Don’t let the lies of the enemy keep you in that cycle of shame and regret. It’s hard to forgive yourself sometimes, but it’s necessary. Allow the healing power of God to touch each and every broken place in your heart. Do I believe that you can be whole after an abortion? Absolutely! There’s no doubt in my mind. You have to dare to believe it though. Dare to believe the blood of Jesus is enough to cleanse you. Dare to believe that He loves you too much to keep you at arm’s length over your past.
Dare to Believe
By Jennifer Craft
May 14, 2013
“It’s my choice.”
That’s what you believed.
“I can’t have a baby.”
But you were deceived.
“Definitely not now” you cried.
The money is way too tight.
I need a few more years,
the time just isn’t right.”
You had an abortion
and live with such regret.
The shame is overwhelming
you just can’t seem to forget.
Painful memories haunt you
and dreams of what could have been.
You made your choice
and gave in to sin.
Far too long
you carried this weight.
Far too long
filled with self-hate.
My Friend, there is healing
and life without despair.
Surrender to Jesus
with the whisper of a prayer.
Dare to believe
His love for you.
Dare to believe
He makes all things new.
Today is the day
to see His salvation.
Today is the day
for healing and restoration.
Will You Be Our Voice?
Since January 1973 it is estimated that 55 million abortions have taken place. I was born in April of 1973. In the span of one generation 55 million babies have been aborted. That number is absolutely staggering and overwhelming to me. Let me interject right now to those who have had an abortion, or those who pushed their girlfriend or wife to have an abortion. There is forgiveness and healing at the foot of the cross. If you repented our God forgave you! It’s covered by the blood of Jesus. I know women who have had an abortion and I would never want anyone to feel condemnation because of their past. I pray right now that the love of God embraces you as you continue to read. As a nation we voted to give women the right to end the life of an innocent, God created human being. Each one regardless of gestational age is precious to our Heavenly Father. By now hopefully most people have heard about Kermit Gosnell. He’s the “Doctor” who performed some of the most heinous abortions. It’s called murder. Jurors are currently deliberating five counts of murder against him. He ran two multi-million dollar abortion practices. I could go into all the gruesome details just to get your attention. I won’t do that. I’ve read enough to keep me awake and grieve about what’s going on in our nation. I’m so thankful for the ministries that are taking a stand for life. They are all across the world, helping mothers and fathers, and being a voice for the unborn. I’ve said it before and I’m going to say it again. God may not have called you to get actively involved in every cause out there. However I firmly believe we can and should pray. It’s our responsibility to vote for leaders who stand for LIFE! If there are other ways He wants you involved, He will show you. I’ve been thinking about the 55 million aborted babies for quite a while. They no longer have a voice on their own. We can be their voice though. God has called us to be their voice in one way or another. It’s our choice. We can ignore them or we can be the voice that they never got to use.
Will You Be Our Voice?
By Jennifer Craft
May 13, 2013
Who will be our voice?
Fifty five million are no more.
We were not just a choice
but precious human lives.
Silenced before birth
children of promise and hope.
Lives of infinite worth,
Who will be our voice?
Think about that number
fifty five million lives.
Wake up you who slumber
Will you be our voice?
Will you mourn,
will you pray
for those never born?
Will you be our voice?
Fifty five million are no more
as the number increases each day.
Fifty five million please don’t ignore.
Will you be our voice?
On a side note, I would like to provide an update on Pastor Saeed. Quoting from her Facebook update just a few minutes ago, Saeed’s wife Naghmeh said; “Saeed’s family got to visit him at Evin Prison today since he has now been released from solitary confinement. He said he felt many praying and the time in solitary was a time of intimacy with God. He said when he came out the other prisoners said he was glowing! He was filled with more joy and peace after solitary than going in! All of the prisoners were shocked at the change! This is because of your prayers! Thank you! I will provide more updates as I get them. Please continue to pray for his health and his internal bleeding. He has not been treated yet.”
I’m so thankful for that praise report! God is showing Himself strong on their behalf. What the enemy meant for evil, God is turning around for their good and His glory.
Now is the Time
A few Wednesday nights ago, during worship at church the Lord brought something to mind and whispered in my heart “Now is the time”. He brought to my mind a prophetic word given to me on December 1, 2000. God used a man that I highly respect to speak something very specific to me. It was precious and I’ve held it in my heart through the years. There were times I experienced a certain level of those promises but not to the depth that I knew I would eventually. A lot has happened in the last 13 years. I’ll admit that there were times I forgot about that word and yet there were other times I clung to it with all my heart. Do you have promises God spoke to you in the past that you forgot about? The Bible is full of promises for God’s children. I’m talking about the ones that were like a lifeline out of the muck and mire of your circumstances. I’m talking about the ones that seem impossible, the ones that have been long in coming to pass. It’s not too late, God isn’t finished with you. As long as you have breath you can still see His promises come to pass in your life and for your loved ones. Don’t give up! Tonight I was praying and God spoke the following to me. Usually I would have waited until tomorrow to share this but I feel like I need to do it tonight.
Now is the Time
May 9, 2013
Now is the time, press in, don’t hold back. Press in to the promises I’ve given you; dare to believe that now is the time. You’ve held promises in your heart for many years. You’ve shed many tears longing for the day those promises would come to pass. My child, now is the time. Now is the time of the deepest longings of your heart. Don’t look at the circumstances or your own inability to bring it to pass. Look to Me. Know that I want those longings to come to pass for I put them there. I spoke the promises in your heart. I gave you each and every glimpse through the years. For there have been times when you thought you would never see, or experience those desires come to pass. Those days are no more. There were times you forgot the promises but I didn’t. I never forgot. I’ve been watching over My Word to perform it. Now is the time, believe it, speak it and watch it come to pass.
Cry of the Martyrs
For quite a while my heart has been heavy for Saeed Abedini, the American Pastor being tortured in Iran. There’s also another minister being held in North Korea. His name is Kenneth Bae. I’m resisting the urge to discuss how disappointed I am in our government regarding their lack of action for Pastor Saeed. The truth is, President Obama could go to Iran in the flesh and demand his release but it might not work. The only thing that’s going to work is for the Body of Christ to rise up in her destiny. In agreement we can offer our prayer and intercession on Pastor Saeed’s behalf like a mighty chorus to Heaven. God might choose to work through the government but it’s going to be for His glory. Pastor Saeed isn’t the only one suffering for his faith. These aren’t just a few isolated incidents. All across the earth our brothers and sisters are being tortured and killed for the sake of the gospel. Hebrews 13:3 says; “Remember the prisoners, as though in prison with them, and those who are ill-treated, since you yourselves also are in the body.” In the Greek remember means to be mindful of, return to one’s mind, call to mind, and to remind oneself. We are to be mindful of those in prison as though we are with them! Never in my life has that scripture been more close to my heart. In China there are men and women suffering unimaginable torture in deplorable, heinous conditions. We are to be mindful of them as if we were with them. We have it so easy in America! I’ve been thinking a lot about the countless martyrs who have given their life for Jesus Christ in the past. I’ve been praying for those currently suffering. Even now I can hear their cry in my heart and that’s where the following poem came from. I can’t even begin to imagine what it’s like to endure torture. They endure it every day whether it’s physical or psychological. We can’t ignore their cry like it doesn’t exist. We can’t just live our lives while those in our family need us to stand in the gap for them. Let’s do our part!
Cry of the Martyrs
by Jennifer Craft
May 1, 2013
Their cries echo through eternity
piercing through the generations.
It’s the cry of the martyrs
their blood stains across the nations.
Beaten and tortured for the cause of Christ
refusing to deny His name.
They faithfully endure
refusing the shame.
Faithful until the end
through trials and pain.
They will not be silenced
their sacrifice never in vain.
The cry of the martyrs
resounds across the land.
It’s a sound we cannot deny
for action it’s only demand.
The cry of the martyrs
challenges us each day.
Will we sit idly by
or will we fast and pray?
Will we choose to ignore
as they humbly give all
or on bended knee
will we answer the call?
The cry of the martyrs
reaches the Father’s heart.
For our brothers and sisters
we must do our part.
Martyr’s Crown
I’ve been receiving updates about Pastor Saeed Abedini through Facebook. His situation and physical condition has deteriorated. For those of you not familiar with him, he is an American Pastor. He is currently serving an 8 year prison sentence at Evin Prison in Iran. He was charged with “evangelizing for his Christian faith.” He has been beaten for months and suffers from internal bleeding. Now he is having problems with his kidneys. He has been refused medical attention. It’s been confirmed that he was just put in solitary confinement again. I was celebrating my 40th birthday this weekend and this young man was suffering for the sake of Christ. It puts things in perspective. Pastor Saeed reported to his family that his times in solitary confinement were the most difficult of his life. He said he felt like he was losing his mind. Evin prison is notorious around the world. Solitary confinement there means beatings and torture without other prisoners as witnesses. I’ve read articles about the things that take place in that prison. Prison officials are trying to break him and force him to recant his faith. This is our brother and he’s being tortured for the cause of Christ. He is in chains for the gospel. What would you do if your biological brother or sister was in that prison being beaten on a daily basis? Would you pray a quick “God help him” prayer or would you truly intercede on his behalf? This is our brother in the faith, through the blood of Jesus. I can’t encourage you enough to pray for him and his family. His wife’s name is Naghmeh. Their daughter is Rebekah and their son is Jacob. I watched an interview with Naghmeh over the weekend. She said their daughter cries a lot and Jacob has completely changed. He went from a fun loving, talkative child to being emotionally shut down. Pastor Saaed once said that the beatings were so severe that he didn’t recognize himself in the mirror. Five crowns are mentioned in the Bible, one of them is the crown of life also known as the martyr’s crown. Darlene Zschech has a beautiful new song called Victor’s Crown. It’s a triumphant declaration of praise to Jesus. Today I’m thinking about the crown of life that awaits each and every person who has ever suffered for the Gospel. We truly have it easy. Our complaints center around the church being too cold, too hot, the music is too loud, too fast, or the pastor didn’t speak to us. We are easily offended if someone doesn’t do enough for us or they look at us the wrong way. Some of our brothers and sisters are being tortured in the most heinous ways while we lick the wounds of our bruised egos. Pastor Saaed will surely receive the martyr’s crown. I’m also convinced that once he receives it he will lay it at the feet of Jesus. I don’t know what the future holds for him. It’s my prayer that he will be miraculously released in a display of God’s glory. Please keep Pastor Saaed, his family and his captors in your prayers. His captors truly need Jesus. Last night I woke up numerous times with Pastor Saeed and his family on my heart. I wrote the following as a tribute to him and all of those suffering for the sake of the gospel.
Martyr’s Crown
by Jennifer Craft
April 29, 2013
All over the world
our brothers and sisters in chains.
For the sake of Christ’s name
endure unimaginable pains.
Standing for the gospel
they refuse to quit.
Embracing their cross
and humbly submit.
A martyr’s crown awaits
as they refuse to deny His name.
Beaten and tortured on earth
Through faith in Him they overcame.
Father, comfort each one,
and hold them tight.
may they have strength to stand
and courage to fight the fight.
If the day should ever come
and my faith tried;
may I boldly stand firm
and lay self aside.
With reckless abandon
May I forever proclaim
without fear of man
the glory of Your name.

